“Why So Quiet, Jerry?”

Those who have a living relationship with Yahuah through the salvation of Yahusha and the indwelling of the Spirit of Yahuah know that mankind has an expiration date on the earth.

Dan 12:7  And I heard the man clothed in linen, who was on the waters of the river, when he held up his right and his left hand to the heavens and swore by Him who lives forever, that it shall be for a time, times, and a half. And when they have made an end of scattering the power of the holy people, all these things shall be finished. 

When the power of the holy people is finally broken, then the end shall come.

Your power.  My power.  Our power through Yahuah will be broken.  Many of us will be here, because the breaking of the power of the holy people would not be necessary if we were gone from the earth.  It is “they” who break us.  The wicked, who practice doing that which is wicked.

Yet not a bird falls to the ground dead save that it be within the will of Yahuah.  Nothing happens that happens that is outside His will.  He allows evil to come against the righteous.  It rains on the just and upon the unjust alike.

Nonetheless, I am sad.  Every day of my life I fight this pervasive, omnipresent sadness.  My soul grieves and I live my life in masked despair over the prevalence of wickedness and the growing dominion of the shatan over the whole of the earth.

But there is glory, both here and in the next world.  The glory is to stand in faith, in belief proven by obedience to the instructions of Yahuah.  Life everlasting with HIM, and He keeps His promises.  We WILL be with Him, and we WILL count our sorrows on earth as nothing.  We will wish we had endured more for His names sake when we look upon His radiant glory in paradise.

You were not created to live on earth, but to live in heaven.  Our human lives are little more than devices to strain out the chaff from the wheat.  We inhabit a biological machine and are so perfectly integrated into this machine that we consider ourselves one with it.

Yet we are not one with our highly engineered biological body.  We are as separate from our bodies as east is from the west, as night is from day.  We are spiritual beings, not yet celestial as the messengers are, but our day comes.  This earth is not the end of our story, rather it is the beginning of an eternal life.  A living entity; a spirit being in the sealed enclosure Yahuah created for us to inhabit.

We who are His are eternal beings already, and we hate the world as the world hates us.  We are strangers here.  We do not belong and we feel our alienation every day of our lives.  We yearn for freedom from this place, and we know that there is work to do.

I do know that the ways of the world will continue to expand wickedly.  Life on earth will never better than it is this day, and tomorrow will be the next best day, and so on, each day growing increasingly wicked as the political rulers succumb to the greed and power of the shatan.  Ordinary people will be overcome by hate.  Everyone will exist on the edge of the knife, all afraid of making a misstep which cuts them to pieces.

Yet there is no particular respite from all this even if one heads for the mountains, or the deserts.  Hatred will still prevail.  Contact with people will only disappoint, and isolation will only waste the time Yahuah has given us.  We want to avoid being the “one talent” servant 🙂

Lets talk about Yahuah.

When I think of Heaven, I see a place.  There is a place there where Yahuah resides on His throne.  The place is like a room of immeasurable proportions, with a river running from His throne.  The river is not of Amazonian proportions, but is only perhaps 30 yards wide.  The river water is alive.  There is life in it and it is life.  This living water is clear as the most optically perfect glass, and it tumbles smoothly over itself, like its in a hurry to get to a party.  Joy flows through this river.  Gold lines the banks like sand lines the shores of the sea.  There are creatures like sea creatures, unknown by type, flowing with the river.  There is a path across the river, a way to walk across, but it is not a bridge.  I cannot see it, but it has always been there.

The space of Yahuah is immense, as high as the sky and as wide as the horizon.  In the intermediate distance are homes.  Not homes like we know, but different.  Big.  One room I see and have seen for decades is like glass, but not glass.  A huge window that stretches from the ceiling to the floor and from wall to wall, maybe 20 feet tall and 30 feet wide.  No screen.  No door.  Open space with a sheer curtain or drape, waving gently in the breeze.  The ambient air temperature is perfect.  Perfect.  The air is ideal in every way.  The lighting everywhere is so satisfying.  There is illumination where light is best, and shade and shadow where those are best.  Comforting.  The illumination is comforting, and whatever must be seen is clearly seen by the viewer.

Standing in this window, looking out toward the brilliance of Yahuah on His throne is Yahusha.  He stands comfortably, smiling as only one who knows peace can smile.  It is finished, and He kept everyone His Father gave Him.

In the distance, but within the space of Yahuah, is Yahuah on His throne.  No one can see Him, so bright is His radiance.  Far brighter than the sun, white light as pure as only Yahuah can purify, He shines with no flaw.  He is perfect by His own perfect standard.  He loves us.  We are so important to Him, and as inferior to Him as … there is nothing to compare.  He is infinite.  He circles back unto Himself, only to do so again, infinitely.  As human lives, we only have the most basic, simple understanding of “perfect”.  His perfection is a level that we will only understand when we are with Him.

He is pleased that we are with Him.  And we are ALL there with Him.  We stand before Him, countless radiant faces, all known, and all known by one another.  We know who we are.  We know where we were, and we know why we are before Him.

We sing.  We sing the same song, in perfect harmony.  100’s of millions of perfect voices in perfect timing and we are loud.  Oh, glory.  Thundering praise such as time and space have never known.  It is the song of victory.  And Yahuah sings with us.  We are home, and we are one.

“He’s Not Like Us” Thus The Righteous Perish

Dear Brothers and Sisters, this is my first communication since the refining of my subscriber database; the separation of the wheat from the tares. Yahuah did call me out of the world, very powerfully.  He did radically transform me from hating Him to yearning to be with Him. As one “christian” leader in my local church commented privately to a mutual and respected friend,  “He (referring to me) is not like us.” In the subsequent two years since that comment was made, his actions proved repeatedly that he is false to me; not my friend and not my brother.

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The Law: What Is It? Where Do I find It? How Do I Obey It?

How To Study The Instructions Of Yahuah – It Is Only Difficult When We Personally Make It Difficult

When one is new to Torah observance, one can find oneself at a loss regarding “Where to start”. Its funny that Yahuah left us His “Instructions” or “Words” (mistransliterated as “Law”), without a “Start Here” button to click.

So one will ask friends, search the interweb, read various sections of Torah and generally attempt to piece together a process of study. One thing for sure you will learn, as did I, is this: Obedience is easy until we make it difficult ourselves.  It is our selfish flesh that makes obedience difficult, every time.

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The Dragon Comes To Destroy Those With The Testimony Of Yahusha & Keeping The Commandments of Yahuah

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The Third Commandment – Exo 20:7 – “You shall not take the name of Yahuah your God in vain; for Yahuah will not leave unpunished the one who takes His name in vain.

AHAYAH ASHER AHAYAH: “I will be Who I will be.”

AHAYAH is a verb (to exist) – it is not a name (noun).

KEY OF KNOWLEDGE: TO KNOW THE IDENTITY OF THE ONE WE WORSHIP

“I am Yahuah your Alahim” – ANOKY YAHUAH ALAHENU – DT. 5:6

Is the Creator’s Name Yahuah or Ahayah?

Shemoth / Exodus 3:14, 15 in the Hebrew tells us YOD-HAY-UAU-HAY is His Name forever throughout all generations, and is the Name found at least 6,823 times in the TaNaK.

The phrase AHAYAH ASHER AHAYAH is understood to mean “I will be Who I will be.”

AHAYAH is not used in the phrase as a noun or name, but as a verb meaning “to exist.” In the conversation with Mosheh, Yahuah is telling him He will be Who He is, and He will remain Who He is.

He then reveals the Name by which He will be known forever throughout all generations: Yahuah.

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We Build With Small Stones

It’s late; 12:12 AM. I’m listening to a singer who goes by the name “Sade”. She is singing a song titled “Somebody Already Broke My Heart”, and this woman can sing. Its smooth, almost jazz, but much better, with a simple rythm, simple lyrics and her velvet voice.

Thought you might be curious about the music I listen to at 12:12 AM on a Friday morning in South Texas. Continue reading “We Build With Small Stones”

The Law: Where Is That Info, Exactly? How Do I Study It?

How To Study The Instructions Of Yahuah – It Is Only Difficult When We Personally Make It Difficult

When one is new to Torah observance, one can find oneself at a loss regarding “Where to start”. Its funny that Yahuah left us His “Instructions” or “Words” (mistransliterated as “Law”), without a “Start Here” button to click.

So one will ask friends, search the interweb, read various sections of Torah and generally attempt to piece together a process of study. One thing for sure you will learn, as did I, is this: Obedience is easy until we make it difficult ourselves.  It is our selfish flesh that makes obedience difficult, every time.

Continue reading “The Law: Where Is That Info, Exactly? How Do I Study It?”

Some Fun Understanding Of Our Relationship With Our Father

We tend to doubt that He desires the best for us in our human lives, and we do not believe that His plans are superior to ours most of the time.  We wrestle with Him, wanting what we want and hoping that He plays it our way.

Not 🙂

His way is best, but sometimes it is a bumpy flight.  Gratitude toward Him for whatever the outcome is key.  Trust that He loves you and live in gratitude for whatever rolls your way.  That is Faith.  He will handle things.

Faith, Baby!

As many of you know, I spent the last five weeks in a worst-case world. It involved several of my emotions, and those at the maximum level of performance. Anger, fear and love were all at the boiling point. It was truly terrible.. Sometimes I could only shiver, my whole body literally shaking in these small amplitude tremors, from my neck to my toes.

That is odd, actually. Have you ever experienced that?

But something wonderful happened. Continue reading “Faith, Baby!”

Loving Puts A Shine On Your Soul

Remember when you first started using email, and sometimes you would hit the SEND key before you edited your fresh composition?  Or maybe you wrote a real payback-is-hell email to your boss or wife or husband or friend, and it was mostly an exercise of “Oh I wish I could send this”, and you sent it?

I did that two minutes ago.

Not an email but a posting that went out to a whole bunch of subscribers.  It is a piece about fidelity, respect, obedience from wives to husbands.  I have some wonderful women who subscribe to me and I do try to be sensitive to “feelings”.

Nonetheless, Yahuah is no respector of persons, so neither should we be.  And wrong is wrong.  Sin is sin and we all need to love more faithfully.

I’d like to speak to Mr., now.  Husband, father, son – the man.  Commanded to love his wife repeatedly by Yahuah, what does that tell us about men? Continue reading “Loving Puts A Shine On Your Soul”

Knock Knock! “Who’s There?” :)

05:49 AM, Friday.  On the headphones is the band Imagine Dragons, an Indi Rock band that I have grown quite fond of.  The album is EVOLVE, and the music is great.  Just fantastic, and I like it at about 50 percent volume.  Louder would be just fine for me, but not for my ears.

The particular tune playing as I start this is the song “Rise Up”.

I encourage you to read and study the Word of Yahuah.  Trust Him, lean on Him, and never try to “figure Him out”, because you can’t.  No one can.  Paul tells us that Yahuah is “inscrutable”, and that means “you cannot figure Him out”. Continue reading “Knock Knock! “Who’s There?” :)”