Let The Christians Go

I have not posted much lately, mostly because my life has been rapidly evolving and I lacked the focus to share any meaningful information.  In the last 90 days, my wife divorced me, my oldest and dearest friend died without bothering to even let me know he was sick, and I walked out of my Christian church convinced that there is no good going to come from my fellowship with the members there.

The Divorce

I have been in a serious bind maritally for many years.  Although I loved my wife, there were several important issues that had made life together extremely difficult for many years.  I prayed for YEARS for Yahuah to resolve them, and finally, this year, I began to pray that He would provide a definitive conclusion to our problems.

He did.

While driving my car one evening, I noticed that a car was following me through traffic on a congested Interstate highway.  That car followed me everywhere I went, and, phoning my wife, I mentioned that to her.  She had taken the kids out of town that day and I wanted to make sure that they all got to her destination safely.  When I mentioned the pursuit vehicle, she replied “He’s probably trying to serve you divorce papers.  I filed for divorce today.”

My children heard that, too, as they were in the van with her.

After we concluded the call, I simply raised my face to heaven and said “Thank You God.”

The divorce was stressful.  I could not afford a good attorney, and rather than trot in some low-end pro bono lawyer, I represented myself.  In the end, things went very well.  Her attorney commented to me that this divorce was the most calm, easy and remarkably smooth divorce she had ever been a part of.

It was smooth, for sure, although the judge didn’t listen very well.

My prayer was that Yahuah would let me be satisfied with whatever outcome came from it.  My goal was to end this thing in a state of graceful gratitude, believing that His Will was done and that He loves me.

It was so.

My former wife and I still talk, nearly every day.  She calls and invites me to do things, and she cooks for me sometimes.  Ours is a respectful relationship and I must say that life is good.  Last Sunday she texted and asked me if I wanted to take a drive that day.  Sounded good to me, and we went on a long one to a popular small town and walked around, shopping and eating.  It was a wonderful time.  A couple of days later (two days ago) she called me and invited me over for steaks and Monopoly.  Hard to say no to that, and again, a blessed time.

Interestingly, I have zero interest in “finding another woman”.  I don’t know what the future holds, but I’m proud of her composure and behavior.

My Son Is Assaulted At School

Yesterday, I had to go visit with the police at my oldest son’s middle school. He is 13 years old, and a genuine prince; a truly beautiful child.  A gang of bigger boys beat him up, and I was furious.  My former wife went with me, and she presented details to the police that I was unaware of.  When were concluded the meeting, I left feeling that justice just might be served.  The main antagonist is a boy that has spent the night at my house, eaten my food and was invited to do things with my sons and I.  He violently attacked my son, who is smaller than everyone on that gang of seven.  A second attacker also jumped on my son and grabbed him by the throat to choke him, all in the hallway of their school.

There were several witnesses, and my son was attacked from behind by a boy already on probation for breaking into a church building and vandalizing it.

Luke was injured, and we took him out of school for the remainder of this school year, which ends in about nine more school days.  He will be fine when his knees heal.  The investigation is not complete but I expect to file assault charges against both.

Death of My Friend

My friends name was Lane Alton McCarty.  He and I met at church camp when we were 13 years old.  In fact, we met in a GANG FIGHT at church camp 🙂  He was on the opposing side.

Over the years, we participated together in much sin.  Yes, it was fun and exciting.  We drank together, smoked pot together, told stories about various girls to each other, learned to drive the same summer and became local legends.  Lane was more wild than I was, but I took far greater risks.  A problem he had was his fondness for drugs.  I was never into anything like that, other than pot and beer.  Lane like pills and powders, and was once busted with a one gallon bag of cocaine.  He was busted for possessing a machine gun, too.

But he straightened his life out quite a bit, although never an a biblical sense.  He was able to get some good jobs and make good money.  One year I know he cleared $186k, because I worked with him in that software company.  We both did well.  I designed a super-computer to replace a clients CRAY 1, and founded a biometrics company that was eventually traded publicly in NASDAQ.

But as Lane grew older, he started sliding back into his old ways.  He kicked his wife and kids out of home and started using meth with some of the slimiest people imaginable.  The last time I talked to him, which was two years ago, I gave him some tough love regarding his drug use.  That made him very angry with me, and he never spoke to me again.

He died a shriveled up skeleton of a man, alone in a hospital in Houston, TX.  He was 61 years old.

Was he saved?  I think not, because I think he would have reached out to me if he had accepted Yahusha (Jesus to him) as his savior.

But maybe, I hope, he called on the one he would refer to as “Jesus” as he lay in that bed dying.  Maybe he did.  But Lane was exceptionally stubborn and prideful.  So who knows?

Salvation At Death

This bring up a point I want to make regarding Torah, obedience and salvation.

Absolutely Yahuah gave us Torah so that we would know how to express worship to Him in ways that are meaningful to HIM.  Obedience is worship, and as the Scriptures tell us, sin is simply disobedience.  That’s something the Christians tend to reject out of hand, and to their detriment.  But those who accept “Jesus” on their deathbed will certainly be accepted into heaven.  Yahuah is merciful, and these death-bed conversions don’t give the newly saved any time to discover Torah.  These folks will be “the least in the Kingdom of Heaven”.

But we who abide in Torah will be considered “great in the Kingdom of Heaven”.  There are the great, the least, and everyone in between.

The thing to bear in mind is that Yahuah knows everything about us.  He knows our heart, and although many Christians do love Jesus, most of them are under the deception that “grace” removes from them the responsibility to worship Yahuah as He prescribes.  They deny His commands, claiming that the commands are “for the Jews only”.

Obviously, they do not study the Words because Yahuah Himself stated plainly that “there is ONE LAW for both the foreigner and the Hebrew.”  He states that, if the foreigner wishes to worship Him, the foreigner must worship Him exactly as prescribed for the Hebrews.

Those Christians who choose to worship Him yet disobey the very God they claim to love so much will stand before Him in Heaven and accept His right ruling regarding their fate.  If He is truly their “god”, they will seek Truth and walk in The Way, bringing me to my last point.

Abandoning The Christians

As some of you know, I have endeavored for a few years to attend a local Bible church and influence Torah obedience among the fellowship there.  They are really nice, decent people, classically Christian in that they are quite friendly in the church building.  Very chatty and ha ha ha ha at whatever is said in passing conversation.

This past Sun-day, I was in the big adult Sun-day school class, and we had a new teacher.  He was official, hand-picked by the Pastor.  He stood at the lectern with his marked-up and TABBED bible, teaching that Torah was for the Jews.  He spoke of righteousness, faith and belief at length.  I raised my hand at one point, fighting the desire to shout “BLASPHEMER” at him.

He recognized my hand and I asked him to define “Faith”.  He defined faith as “belief”.  So I asked him to define “belief”, and he responded that it is the same as “faith”.  My head was starting to spin.  I replied, rather loudly, a question: “Are you telling me that one word defines the other?”, and he relied “yes”.

I turned to the class and said “This teacher does not even know the meaning of the words he is talking about.  ‘Faith’ requires actions, and those actions are fully described in Torah.  ‘Belief’ is the faithful walk of the obedient.  We are required to live out our faith by worshiping Yahuah according to HIS commands, which He declaeres are FOREVER.”

I’m getting wound up.  My adrenaline is flowing.

“Also, Yahusha (I didn’t want to say ‘Yahusha’, because that confuses the Christians, but it popped out.) said Himself that IF we love Him, we will keep His commands, and THEN His Father in Heaven will love US, and THEN He (Yahusha) will manifest Himself within us.”

I followed that with the part about the foreigner being required by Yahuah to worship Him exactly as He prescribed to the Hebrews in the desert with Moshe.

That pretty much ended Sun-day School.  There was a quick prayer and everyone split, except for one older fellow in a suit, wearing a big cross around his neck on a chain.  He walked right up to my back and started telling me that I didn’t know what I was talking about.

I turned around, asked him his name (Len), shook his hand and said “It that the biggest cross you could find?”

I went out, sat in my customary seat beside the Pastor, and left immediately after the service.  I’m done there.  Listening to some teaching on the youtube channel “Triumph In Truth“, I heard a teaching on being unequally yoked as it applies to those who are Natasarim as they relate to the Christian church, and concluded that there is no way I can go back to that dead little body of the blind.

So don’t you go trying to put new wine into that old skin, brothers and sisters.  The Christians will only hate you for your great faith.  Your faith causes them to tremble and doubt.  Just as the Pharisees had Shaul arrested for being “in a sect called The Way“, so will Christians ultimately turn on you when the Red Dragon comes.

They will never find the narrow path that leads unto Righteousness.  They intentionally deny that path of righteousness, and live in the satanic deception that “Grace” frees them from the responsibility to believe God.

Easter Among The Brothers

Let me tell you this: I used to slaughter and BBQ a live rabbit every Easter just to drive the point home to my baby girl that there was no bunny in Easter.  I served him on a platter with a small apple in its mouth.  Furious at what human beings had done to mock the conquest of death by Yahusha.

Appropriately, and coincidentally, I am listening to the soundtrack of Fury Road as I write.

Today I dressed in a suit I have not worn for 23 years.  In fact, I forgot that I owned this particular suit for a couple of decades, and rediscovered it when packing some things a couple of months ago.  Nice suit, and still fit.  A wee bit tight in the waist but still comfortable.

I NEVER wear a suit, although I have several really nice silk Italian suits from a past life.  I usually wear blue jeans to church, but when its hot I will wear shorts.  Sometimes I wear my Springfield Armory XD-M 9mm Compact on my hip under my shirt or in a shoulder pack.  I sit on the front row, far right seat, directly in front of my Pastor.  If anyone wants to harm him, they must first get past me.

Getting past me is no easy thing. For His own purpose, Yahuah built me for battle. From the core of my soul, I am a fighter. It makes me different, and although I love peace , my ability do discern the wicked is astonishing. Yahuah has given me a gift that is quite uncomfortable to possess, as there is much wickedness in the world.

I am sure that many of you possess this same ability.  We “just know” who is gentle and who is hostile.  Its like an energy field that either puts us at ease or puts us on guard.  Trust that, for sure.  Respond to it.  When you have the urgent desire to move away from a person or a place, react.  If you sense that a person is wicked, be on guard.

Guard the sheep.

So today, I was in a suit, as was my Pastor.  He always wears a suit.  Looking around the church, I noted that every other person I saw was in blue jeans 🙂

“Easter”, which is essentially a Catholic pagan construct, is still very important to the Christians.  They have genuinely made this so-called holy day into an actual holy day.  “Holy” means “set apart”, and it is.  They celebrate the rising of Jesus from that stone slab and walking out of His stone tomb.  His conquest of death for all of us.  That’s a pretty good reason to commemorate the day, don’t you think?

Of course it is.

Torah is certainly valid.  Absolutely we are expected to abide by Torah, but we will stumble through it all the days of our lives.  Paul called the Instructions a “curse” because failing to abide by any part of the Instructions meant failure of the entire body of Instructions.  Its like a piece of glass which, when we break any part of it, the entire sheet of glass shatters into a thousand pieces.

Failure in any part of it means failure in all of it.  That was the basis of Paul’s statement.

I have a friend that I met in a Messianic Jewish congregation 23 years ago.    He is hard into Torah and has been for a long time.  But as I have watched him progress in his education, I also observe that he has left me as a friend.  He has become too good for a person like me, because I do not condemn the Christians.  I see their weakness, but I do not turn my back on them.  He considers me as lost, if you can believe that.

He has become Pharisee – judging people because they do not believe as he does.  Condemning people because they are not bound by the curse.

I used to attend the gatherings of my friends in our little Torah band, but they argued too much.  They argued and were nasty about various differences.  It is shameful, and not at all like our Messiah.  My friend got into an argument with another very kind brother in Torah that escalated to the point that my friend considered shooting our brother.  How’s that for wicked?  Merciless.  Evil.  Torah Observant.  Letter of The Law.

The point is that we are called to be the salt of the earth.  We who follow Torah are correct to do so, but we are also commanded to obey the Words of Yahusha.  We are to love our neighbors as we love ourselves.  Our neighbors are Muslim, Christian, Atheist and everyone on earth.  If we do not love, we are worthless and the love of Yahusha is not in us.  If we have not love, we are just running our mouths, braying like jackasses into the wind.

If a Christian responds to you with the words “Jesus Christ is Lord”., will you rebuke him?  And what does Yahusha say about this?  That if those who praise Yahusha are not against him, then they are for him.

So be counted among those who call Yahusha their Lord.  Their understanding might be shallow, but just imagine the good you can do when you patiently teach them what “Righteousness” actually is.

You do know, right?

There Is Nothing That Compares To The Power Of Truth

Last week I started teaching my sons from the Book of Matthew (Besorah Matityah, or “The Good News According to Matthew”).  Matityah (aka Matthew by the KJV translators/creators) is a very special book on the Word of Yahuah, because it teaches so many things.

One of the “things” that Matityah teaches which is quite remarkable is this: If you do not forgive your enemies, or those who have harmed you, Yahuah (“God” per the KJV translators) will not forgive you of your own sins.

These Words are from the very mouth of Yahusha.  Carve them onto your forehead… Continue reading “There Is Nothing That Compares To The Power Of Truth”

Examining Commands – How Our Lack Of Understanding Spreads Error World-Wide

Let’s begin a divine instruction study by starting at Deuteronomy (DaBarim, Hebrew for “The Words”), ch 12.  While there are many commands of Yahuah, beginning in Genesis with “Let light come to be”, DaBarim 12 is the only place that I find which begins with:

These are the laws and rightrulings which you guard to do in the land which your Yahuah, Alahim of your fathers, is giving you to possess, all the Yomim (days) that you live on the soil.”

If you are obedient to the command in Numbers that states from the mouth of Yahuah that there is one law in the congregation of the Hebrews and the non-Hebrews, that we are all commanded to submit to the same set of instructions, then congratulations, for you have received the love for the Truth.

Here is the command to the congregation –

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The Powerful Delusion – Is The Delusion This: “We Are Not Under The Law”?

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The Powerful Delusion – Is The Delusion This: “We Are Not Under The Law”?

The Lord Yahuah will allow people to believe a huge error because they “did not receive the love of the truth.”

2nd Thessalonians 2:10 – “and in all deceit of unrighteousness (the lies that lawlessness is covered by grace) in those being lost (in the process of falling away), because they did not receive (it is offered and taught in the Scriptures – but rejected by the church) the love of the truth in order for them to be saved.”
2Th 2:11 And because of this, God will send to them a working of error, for them to believe the lie, (“a working of error” sounds like a work within the church, a doctrine in the church that is in error and that this error is a lie, not a mistake; a false premise, not a position of sound doctrine.)

If we do not “receive the love of the truth”, then what does the Holy Bible tell us “truth” is? Torah is truth.

Yahuah says so – Ps 119:142 “Your righteousness is an everlasting righteousness, And Your law (Torah) is truth. (NKJV)

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Do You Think You Know What Sin Is?


Sitting in Sunday School this morning, our teacher asked everyone to turn to 1st John, chapter three, verse four.  I love this scripture, as it defines what sin is.  Let me ask you, before you go further, what is sin?

Its clearly defined for us.  My Pastor said “We should believe what Jesus says about the Word of God”., and he is right.  My Pastor also said “When we contradict Yahweh, we blaspheme Him”, which is also true.

So what is sin, brothers?

Most people in your church, including you, likely do not know.  Our Pastors teach continually the necessity of “not sinning”.  We all know sin = bad.  We all know we are sinners, yet as Paul said, we do continually obey our flesh and deny our minds, ultimately we sin.  But sin can be avoided, because Yahuah tells us plainly each sin.  In writing.

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