If you want to understand where you stand with the Rabbis, watch this video. Acccording to their writings and current beliefs, any “gentile” (they consider all non-Jews to be “gentiles”. That is incorrect. Any UNSAVED non-Jew is, scripturally, a gentile. A SAVED non-Jew is, scripturally, ISRAEL.) is unworthy to follow, study or read Torah.
How To Study The Instructions Of Yahuah – It Is Only Difficult When We Personally Make It Difficult
When one is new to Torah observance, one can find oneself at a loss regarding “Where to start”. Its funny that Yahuah left us His “Instructions” or “Words” (mistransliterated as “Law”), without a “Start Here” button to click.
So one will ask friends, search the interweb, read various sections of Torah and generally attempt to piece together a process of study. One thing for sure you will learn, as did I, is this: Obedience is easy until we make it difficult ourselves. It is our selfish flesh that makes obedience difficult, every time.