I’m listening to the sound track of the movie “The Passion of the Christ”. Pretty good sound track. Not one’s ordinary compilation, and there is a sense of urgency to it. Right kind of music for writing. I find myself becoming frightened at the thought of what is happening, and what the current warmongering will morph into.
I look on youtube for teachers who can provide solace to my heavy heart, but to no avail. Yesterday at Shabbat one of my brothers hugged me and asked me if everything was alright, and I could only rep[ly that my heart is heavy. He is a good brother. We have a constrained relationship currently, a Talmud issue. I pray that he will abandon the teachings of the anti-Christs. How anyone can consider the teachings of unsaved anti-Christs who blaspheme the Ruach and have not the presence of that Ruach in their soul to teach them is a serious puzzle to me.
The Words of Yahuah do provide comfort. The prayers of Yahusha hold me in the hand of Yahuah. Yahuah and Yahusha are the same being, which is a marvelous thing. I trust Yahuah. I worship Him. He is kind and loving and merciful. He is also a warrior and He is just. I know He loves me.
He turned my fact to the heavens the night I saw the stars of the universe draped around the earth like an inverted bowl of stars. He filled me with His spirit so powerfully that I thought I had lost my mind. I shook so violently that my intellect broke itself away from my body and I rationalized that I had simply lost my mind. I year later I discovered what had happened and I was convinced at that moment of His presence in me. I had never heard of “tongues” before that moment of discovery.
I have dreamed dreams and saw my mother dying in a chair with my sister, who died years before, waiting for my mother. She was wearing a gown made of lace, which was made of gold. Underneath she wore an ivory white silk gown and her hair was like spun gold, rising from her head like a woven crown. She turned, looked at me, and smiled hugely. She was so happy, and soon my mother would see her precious daughter again and rejoice forever in paradise.
I cannot wait to see them again.
I had a vision of a magnificent flaming sword one fine Saturday morning. Three times I had that vision, each one more terrible than the last, and when it was complete, Yahuah spoke to me in His voice (this was Yahusha speaking) and said “I am coming to separate the Righteous from the unrighteous.”
I have watched Him doing that for many years now, and every year it gets more destructive. “Righteous” means ‘Obedient to the commands of God.’ Study His Words and make Him your true God.
War Will Happen
War is underway in Ukraine and Israel, and the Israeli war will almost certainly expand. Netanyahu is under scrutiny as being responsible for the set-up where the Israeli troops guarding the border were moved away and the settlers living in that area were disarmed by his government. It was indeed a setup, and Israel even paid something like $700,000 (I forget the exact amount) to get Hamas started. The attack on Israel was bought and paid for by Israelis, particularly the Netanyahu government.
“Hamas, to my great regret, is Israel’s creation,” Avner Cohen, a former Israeli religious affairs official who worked in Gaza for more than two decades, told the Wall Street Journal in 2009. Back in the mid-1980s, Cohen even wrote an official report to his superiors warning them not to play divide-and-rule in the Occupied Territories, by backing Palestinian Islamists against Palestinian secularists. “I … suggest focusing our efforts on finding ways to break up this monster before this reality jumps in our face,” he wrote.
https://theintercept.com/2018/02/19/hamas-israel-palestine-conflict/
My mind constantly refers back to whether or not my family is prepared for the coming warfare that will certainly happen in the USA. I see chartered busses every day now, always in pairs and sometimes in threes. They are carrying military-aged males from the southern border of Texas to locations in the countryside, where absolutely they will be given food, money, shelter and when the time comes, rifles and ammunition. Their job will be to create as much panic and confusion as possible.
Civil war will come. Food WILL BE SCARCE. Dry beans are a cornerstone of survival. Store them, store salt, store soap, buy some good boots and if you have children, buy them clothing that will fit them in a year, in two years and in three years.
You will need two or three rifles. I like the 5.56 semi-automatic variety with a pretty good optic on it. AR-15’s have good storage capacity and good reliability. They are easy to shoot well and are currently affordable and abundant. You will thank God for yours when the time comes to handle it.
Faith in Yahuah is required when times are hard. Hard times are upon us now, and I think it is prudent to prepare for no electricity. So water – you will need clean, safe drinking water.
I am warning you – when your friendly neighbors with kids run out of food because he or she said “buncha conspiracy nuts“, they will have no problem knocking on your door. You will want to help them but what will you feed your children? And if you help them out once, they will be back later for more. When their children are crying for food, what will they do? What will you do?
That’s what scares me.
Yahuah says that none who worship Him will ever lack bread.
New International Version, Psalm 37:25
I was young and now I am old, yet I have never seen the righteous forsaken or their children begging bread.
Righteousness – it’s a good plan.
Pray for me, please. The last few weeks have been a real slugfest with Satan. I see victories in my family, but only through the smoky fog of spiritual warfare. My job is uninteresting and of low quality, and I really want a challenge, even in this warped liberal/Marxist economy.
Jerry, YOU are a loving and kind man. And you had the courage to humble yourself before Our Heavenly Father. You are a true teacher to me. I love you and am looking forward to meeting you.
I’m back, Andreas 🙂 Just got my desk rebuilt in another town, at my former and I suppose actual wife’s house. In Texas, if divorced couples resume living together, they are officially re-married. So we are all pretty happy. I was thinking of you earlier today, and you are a true son of Yahuah, Andreas. You make my heart smile and make my walk with Yahuah even better. I know no other like you, dear brother.
Hang in there Jerry. I have been reading Foxe’s Book of Martyrs lately. It is shocking what Christians have had to face in the past. Hard to read but it also gives you strength reading about their bravery and faithfulness.