Sitting at my keyboard on Fathers’ Day, pondering what I want to write and wondering what I might actually write, the big question for me is this: What are you thinking?
Sometimes I want to write what Yahuah teaches in His Words, and sometimes I want to write what I see happening in the world. For the last few months I haven’t really poured my heart into any writing, but like most of you, my mind is on current events.
Here is a situation from my personal life that many of you will relate to.
Several years ago, I think four but maybe five, I reached the limit if my ability to continue in my marriage. I loved my wife, and she knew that I loved her. She told me so. But she seems to simply despise men. She told me once that she had to figure out her problem regarding men.
So I was patient. Not always saintly in my patience, but I hung in there. Then, after about 16 years of patience, I reached the end. And when I say 16 years of patience, I mean beginning about 90 days after we married, when she just wildly blew up on me one afternoon when I walked in from work.
Sparing you the horrible details, I know from that moment that she would never kiss me again, and she did not. For all practical purposes, our marriage ended that very day, although I stuck with her for 16 years. She left me one time for seven months, and returned only because her dad told her to either go back to me or get a job.
She told me that coming back to me was better than getting a job, and laughed out loud as she said it.
I tolerated it because we had two boys and I remembered who my wife pretended to be before we married. I liked the pretend persona, but she never came back.
After 16 years of a cold, empty, worthless relationship based on essentially nothing, I walked downstairs one morning, got on my knees and asked Yahuah to “end it”. I preferred an end via extreme prejudice, if you catch my drift, but Yahuah is merciful and will give the lost every possible opportunity to come to Him.
This prayer was prayed on a Monday morning. Four days later, my wife had me served with divorce papers. Yahuah is good. He heard my prayer and released me from the slow, soul-killing marriage that I was in. I prayed on Monday morning, and she had to have seen a divorce attorney that same day or the day after in order to have time to meet with the attorney, discuss the terms, draw up the papers, file them and have me served.
Yahuah did answer my prayer, and friends, you should know that I prayed that Yahuah would hold my family together every single day of my life for the entirety of my marriage, except the day that I asked Him to terminate it.
I still love my family. I see my kids and my former spouse several times a week. I consider my former spouse to be a “good person”. Better than most people I know. I generally enjoy her company and put up with her very weird behavioral issues. We have to tolerate people of we will have no friends, right?
She is a good person, and I want to do what’s best for my children.
Dealing with the empty place, the place where someone to love who also loves me, this is the difficulty. When I see my kids, I leave there to face the void of no family. I return home to nothing. Time that I could give to my children is burned like fallen leaves. I cannot bring them with me, because I live some distance away and there is nothing for them here. I reside in a very temporary residence, keeping myself fluid, able to leave in a single day if necessary.
The Problem I Face In 2023
The problem that I deal with constantly is this: The world ruler, imbued with the power and authority of Satan, will soon rise. I think this will be a superclone of Adolph Hitler, actually, and this is why the entire world will line up against the Jews. Hitler did escape from Germany and head south, and world leaders have been trekking to Antarctica for years in order to see or do something that is still a mystery. Operation Highjump actually happened and lots of prophecies predict the demise of the United States.
This is happening now. I see it, you see it, and even my older children see it. I warn my former spouse often that she will have to choose between money and the Mark. I think she will take the Mark. Most people will. She is quite wealthy, has never had an actual job and for her, “roughing it” means no air conditioning.
Taking that mark eternally separates the recipient from Life. The Marked will hate Yahuah and hate His people. Bibles will be banned and possession of them a criminal offense. Hatred will flow through the veins of the Marked like black blood. A Marked spouse will gladly turn in a son of Yahuah to the FBI. Remember that. The Marked will change. They will be sold out to Satan and they will boil with hatred for any Righteous person, even their own children, or their own parents. You WILL be turned in, whether or not you are present in the house. I expect my own daughter to turn me in.
New International Version
21 “Brother will betray brother to death, and a father his child; children will rebel against their parents and have them put to death. 22 You will be hated by everyone because of me, but the one who stands firm to the end will be saved. 23 When you are persecuted in one place, flee to another. Truly I tell you, you will not finish going through the towns of Israel before the Son of Man comes.
24 “The student is not above the teacher, nor a servant above his master.
Hated, you will be. Hated by all, Turned in to the executioners, you will be. Run, you are told. Run. You are no better than Yahusha, who was hunted down, whipped and executed.
I will have to do whatever is necessary to defend my children. All who take the Mark will be changed. They will become overtly and strongly hostile against the Righteous. We will be hunted, often for sport. In fact, the Dept. of Homeland Security has been grooming law enforcement to shoot anglos or all ages for over a decade now.
Note that the DHS propaganda specifies practicing killing white women and children. What crime is committed in a park swing? In a kitchen? Pregnant women are now targets. Little boys are threats. White ones. The government is the terrorist.
I can deal with all of that, but the safety of my children, my white children, and the sudden and shocking change in their lives is a major concern for me. If you have children of any color and an unsaved spouse, you have decisions to make. If you have a Marked spouse, you will have to leave quickly. You need a plan NOW. You need to know where you are going, what you need to take, who will support you.
Do not tell your spouse your evacuation plan. Just prepare for it.
If you have a like-minded friend in another household, consider discussing this with that friend. Also, consider that lose lips sink ships. Talking to anyone is a major security risk if you plan to flee. If you prefer to stay where you are and be arrested, that is another matter.
America might be a heap of rubble by the time the Anti-Christ rises. Mystery Babylon goes up in flames “in one hour”, which just might be what saves us. If the governing American anti-christ infrastructure is decimated, then some degree of personal freedom might be retained.
If you are physically weak and unable to rapidly relocate alone to some safer place, don’t worry about it too much. Heaven awaits the Righteous. Death is painless and nothing to fear. You will live forever, and that isn’t just rhetoric. A dead body represents a soul gone to stand before Yahuah. You will stand there yourself soon. Are you prepared for that hour?