I Am Not For Nothing

I know that Yahuah will get His investment out of me.  His Word will return to Him with a good return on investment.  He raised me up from the darkness of death and hell.  He brought me out of the dark heart of wickedness.  He taught me His Words.  He and He alone saved me.  He saved me although I am unworthy of salvation in every way.  My body is a carbon-based machine made from dirt, and my being was created and made alive by and through the Will of Yahuah.

Because if Him I exist, and only because of Him.

In my life on earth, I have crawled through my existence many times on my knees, tears running off my face; despair coursing through my veins.  I have aged and aged and aged.  Now I am old, and alone.  I am laughed at and ridiculed.  I am rejected by my own flesh and blood; ignored by those who have known me my whole life.  My children turn their face from praise of Yahuah.  My former church refused any word I offered them, calling me an outsider, different, and “not like them”.

But I know my Father.  I know He loves me and cares for me.  Although I am poor, He has His eye on me.  Though I sin, He offers mercy to me, and promise, and hope.  His sun He gives me; His blue sky, His clouds, rivers and grass.  He gives me the laughter of children, the song of birds; the music of rain; trees, flowers and peace.  He gives me peace.

He teaches me always.  His throne I see.  His authority I submit to and respect.  He is rightfully God.  Those in Heaven love Him.  They turn to face Him constantly.  They love Him.  There is joy there.  There is laughter and there is total love for one another.  No fear exists there.  No self-consciousness.  No sense even of self, for all live in the love of Yahuah.

He told me that He comes to separate the Righteous from the unrighteous, and that when He separates the Righteous from the wicked, there will be suffering.  The suffering will be intense, and He specifically causes it, not Satan.  It is Yahuah who swings the flaming sword.  It is His method and His Will.  Fear Him.

We are known by our deeds – our obedience to His commands.  Only Satan will teach that we need not study and obey the commands of Yahuah.  Only Satan teaches that.

So although I am nothing, I have everything.  Though I walk through this valley of death, I do not fear the evil in it because I know that Yahuah is beside me.  He is always near me.  He is right by my side in the grieving of my very soul, and when He comes for me, I am ready.

I am not for nothing.

Alert: Iran – USA – War. BOOM – This Goes Nuclear Fast? Prophecy of Zechariah

The War With Iran Just Started. Does Prophecy Indicate A Nuclear Detonation In Baghdad?

A few months ago I wrote a post regarding a major pending event that would cause great harm to the United States.  The date I wrote it is older than the indicated date of November 27th (about five weeks ago) because of some software that I use to re-publish some content that was missed by new subscribers.

The three-day sequence of events in Iraq is significant, and possibly the trigger for The Event.  If you have been following Iran/USA interactions, you know that we sanctioned Iran with the stiffest economic sanctions ever, which crippled Iran’s economy by making it impossible for Iran to secure loans, to sell oil and other nation-crushing things.  The people in Iran are rioting against the government, so the Iranian government is looking for a war to rally the people around and stop their rioting.

Several actions preceded the Iranian-led attack on the US Embassy in Iraq, but those are unimportant in that they are common throughout history.  Iran shot down a US drone about a year ago, struck at the US Navy, hijacked a British oil tanker, drone-bombed a Saudi oil production facility and used Hezbolla in Syria to attack Israel with rockets.  Typical, common hostile and destructive trouble-making.

But certainly many nations do such things to harass their enemies, and Iran has many enemies.  Remember when Iran raided the US Embassy in Tehran back around 1980 and held the US personnel hostages for a year?  The Islamic revolution at its beginning, and subsequent bad blood between the USA and Iran.

Unfortunately, Iran has a major chip on its shoulder and the arrogant and wicked Ayatollahs who rule are about to learn a painful lesson.

The Iran-planned and supported raid on the US Embassy in Iraq was a turning point for the entire world.  The United States under Trump will not lay down and whimper as it did under the fraud Obama.  The Islamic Republic attacked the US Embassy, and then the ruling Ayatollah’s stated that there was not “One damn thing” the USA could do about it.

Iranian Supreme Leader Ayatollah Ali Khamenei on Wednesday said that US President Donald Trump was powerless to do anything to Iran, which will not hesitate to strike against any who threaten its interests.

Khamenei scoffed at remarks Trump made the previous day, in which the US leader said he was holding Tehran responsible for a violent assault on the US embassy in Iraq by pro-Iranian demonstrators, who breached the outer wall of the Baghdad compound and burned property inside.

“That guy has tweeted that we see Iran responsible for the events in Baghdad & we will respond to Iran,” Khamenei wrote on his official Twitter account.

“1st: You can’t do anything,” he wrote. “2nd: If you were logical — which you’re not — you’d see that your crimes in Iraq, Afghanistan … have made nations hate you.

“If the Islamic Republic decides to challenge & fight, it will do so unequivocally,” Khamenei continued. “We’re not after wars, but we strongly defend the Iranian nation’s interests, dignity, & glory. If anyone threatens that, we will unhesitatingly confront & strike them.”


The very next day (yesterday) after Iran declared Trump powerless to retaliate, Trump executed the top Iranian General officer in the Middle East with a drone strike that blew him to shreds and pieces.  The execution was done with supreme precision, and we knew where General Soleimani was to the exact position of his feet when the missile hit his traveling companion.  No trace of his companion was found, and Soleimani was only identified by a ring that he wore, as there was nothing left of him that was intact and suitable for identification.  His body was shredded to pieces. A finger was intact.

BAGHDAD (AP) — The United States killed Iran’s top general and the architect of Tehran’s proxy wars in the Middle East in an airstrike at Baghdad’s international airport early on Friday, an attack that threatens to dramatically ratchet up tensions in the region.

The targeted killing of Gen. Qassem Soleimani, the head of Iran’s elite Quds Force, could draw forceful Iranian retaliation against American interests in the region and spiral into a far larger conflict between the U.S. and Iran, endangering U.S. troops in Iraq, Syria and beyond.

The Defense Department said it killed Soleimani because he “was actively developing plans to attack American diplomats and service members in Iraq and throughout the region.” It also accused Soleimani of approving the attacks on the U.S. Embassy in Baghdad earlier this week.

Iran’s Supreme Leader Ayatollah Ali Khamenei warned that a “harsh retaliation is waiting” for the U.S.

Iranian state TV carried a statement by Khamenei also calling Soleimani “the international face of resistance.” Khamenei declared three days of public mourning for the general’s death.

He absolutely deserved to die, too.  In fact, though I hate war, the Iranian government deserves death.  The Iranian people desperately crave freedom, the Ayatollahs are losing their grip on government and they think war will strengthen their hold on power.

This is going to get bad, and soon.  Years ago I know that Iran was practicing detonating missiles in the atmosphere.  An observing military officer noted that their missiles were prone to mid-flight destruction, to which a second  officer replied “They are practicing EMP strikes”.

Prepare for things that can disrupt your life.  Food, fuel and firearms: you need them.  Medicine, new eyeglasses, whatever you think might be great to have if people are roaming the streets looking for things.

The Iranians will eventually resort to radiation weapons inside the continental USA if they have them, and it is likely that nuclear weapons are already pre-positioned inside the USA and just across the border from the USA for rapid transport into major US cities.  A radiation weapon is easy to make, unlike a nuclear weapon.  It can terroristicly irradiate a city and people will flee by the millions.

Imagine New York and Los Angeles in a panic evacuation.

Israel will have to act, too.  Iran will absolutely strike at Israel with big guns now.  Its in a corner and has to take action to save face.  Hezbollah will do what it can, and in South America expect to see the war manifest itself.  Maybe in Mexico, as Iran does have relationships with the Cartels.  Iranians have been illegally crossing up from Mexico for many years.  Tunnels allow “things” to be smuggled into the USA undetected.  Cartels have networks of smugglers across the entire USA, so it will certainly be possible for radiation weapons to be emplaced in major cities.  Dirty bombs.

Closing, I want to remind you of the prophesy of the two women with storks wings (unclean) carrying the wicked thing under a lead lid.  It’s nuclear, maybe a radiation weapon, carried to the heart of Iraq, right where the US headquarters is.

I published the following in July, 2019.  It is nuclear, and it is Baghdad.

Zechariahs’ Prophecy of Wickedness Transported To Shinar in a Lead Container

In Chapter 5 of Zecharia, verses 5-11 say :
Zec 5:5  Then the angel who was speaking with me went out, and said to me, Now lift up your eyes and see what this is that goes forth.
Zec 5:6  And I said, What is it? And he said, This is the ephah that goes forth. And he said, This is their form in all the earth.
Zec 5:7  And, behold, a lead cover was lifted up, and a woman was sitting in the middle of the ephah.
Zec 5:8  And he said, This is wickedness. And he threw her into the midst of the ephah; and he threw the lead stone over its opening.
Zec 5:9  And I lifted up my eyes and looked. And, behold, two women came out. And the wind was in their wings; for they had wings like the wings of the stork. And they lifted up the ephah between the earth and the heavens.
Zec 5:10  And I said to the angel who was speaking with me, Where are they going with the ephah?
Zec 5:11  And he said to me, To build a house for it in the land of Shinar; and it shall be made ready and placed there on its own place.

I suspect that the lead container is a suitcase nuke, due to the contents being classed as “wickedness” (evil, satanic), the specific lead lid, which prevents radiation contamination and detection, and size (about 2.7 cubic feet).  The storks wings indicate that there is demonic intent behind this delivery, and the plain of Shinar location is the eastern part of Iraq.  In the center of the plains area, and very near Iran, is Baghdad, and in Baghdad is the largest US Embassy in the world.

The Embassy of the United States of America in Baghdad is the diplomatic mission of United States of America in the Republic of Iraq. Ambassador Matthew Tueller is currently the Chief of Mission.[1]

At 104 acres (42 ha), it is the largest and most expensive embassy in the world, and is nearly as large as Vatican City.[2] The embassy complex is about five times the size of the U.S. Embassy in Yerevan, which is the second largest U.S. diplomatic mission abroad, and over ten times the size of the U.S. Embassy in Beijing, which is the third largest U.S. diplomatic mission abroad.[3]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Embassy_of_the_United_States,_Baghdad

The plain of Shinar is the green shaded area of the map, and Baghdad is in the core center of the plain.

Certainly I could be wrong, but I have believed these verses refer to a nuclear weapon since the first time I read them, years ago.  The women go to build a “temple”, or housing for this wicked, lead-covered, suitcase-sized thing.  If hostilities develop with Iran, the Iranians would want to take out the center of US operations in the area – the largest US Embassy on earth.  Hugely symbolic, and this on a Biblical scale of destruction, Iran would do this if they are attacked by the US.

The device is almost certainly in place today, ready for detonation at the determined time.

Bear in mind that, while the Iranians are still developing their capability to build nuclear weapons, many suitcase nuclear devices disappeared from Russia when the Soviet era collapsed, and some were for sale on the black market.  Therefore, the Russians could be blamed for this attack because nuclear detonations leave traces of origin based on the signature of various isotopes.  Iran destroys the Embassy and the Russians are subsequently implicated.

Let The Christians Go

I have not posted much lately, mostly because my life has been rapidly evolving and I lacked the focus to share any meaningful information.  In the last 90 days, my wife divorced me, my oldest and dearest friend died without bothering to even let me know he was sick, and I walked out of my Christian church convinced that there is no good going to come from my fellowship with the members there.

The Divorce

I have been in a serious bind maritally for many years.  Although I loved my wife, there were several important issues that had made life together extremely difficult for many years.  I prayed for YEARS for Yahuah to resolve them, and finally, this year, I began to pray that He would provide a definitive conclusion to our problems. Continue reading “Let The Christians Go”

Easter Among Some Local Christians

Let me tell you this: I used to slaughter and BBQ a live rabbit every Easter just to drive the point home to my baby girl that there was no bunny in Easter.  I served him on a platter with a small apple in its mouth.  Furious at what human beings had done to mock the conquest of death by Yahusha.

Appropriately, and coincidentally, I am listening to the soundtrack of Fury Road as I write. Continue reading “Easter Among Some Local Christians”

Some Hope, Some Peace, and Some Good Information

Greetings to all. I have not written much since February because we (family) have been in a period of transition. Big stuff happening. But as of this morning, the most difficult phase is complete, and after many years (over a decade of regular, diligent prayer) Yahuah has separated the Righteous from the unrighteous. He is Holy, and He is merciful.

Dear friends, know this: Whatsoever you ask will be done. Know what you ask. Know why you ask. Have His Word as the cornerstone of your request, and stone by stone therafter, your prayer will build its cause before Yahuah. Bear in mind that Yahuah is exceedingly patient, and He years for His creature to attain salvation. But most do not. Continue reading “Some Hope, Some Peace, and Some Good Information”

Famine Begins With Loss | Pastor Gallups – “We Are Clearly Living In The End Times”

Famine Begins With Loss

Some personal video of the Mid-West flooding.  Immeasurable food destroyed, lives ruined, and farms closing.

Pastor Carl Gallups – “We Are In The End Times”

When Your Fellow Natsarim Are Arrested, Will You Take Arms To Defend Them?

I want to share a couple of things with you that you might want to carry into 2020 with you.  Its personal, and the way things are these days, it is somewhat risky to reveal too much about oneself.

Continue reading “When Your Fellow Natsarim Are Arrested, Will You Take Arms To Defend Them?”

Famine Begins For America and The World?

Government Warns Of Historic, Widespread Flooding “Through May” – Food Prices To Skyrocket As 1000s Of Farms Are Destroyed

Russ Dizdar Interview – “The Black Awakening: Rise of the Satanic Super Soldier and the Coming Chaos”

This long interview is amazing, terrifying, depressing, and true. Russ Dizdar, if you do not know him, is a very trustworthy worker for Yahuah. He has been fighting directly against demons for DECADES, and is highly respected by his peers, including JerryWDAvis.com.

In this interview/discussion, the Hagmans and Steve Quayle discuss the “super soldier” Continue reading “Russ Dizdar Interview – “The Black Awakening: Rise of the Satanic Super Soldier and the Coming Chaos””