Greetings! Yes, I have been gone a lot and might be gone a lot more. Time is short, you see. There isn’t much time left for the things we love to do or for the people we love to do things with.
Personally, I have been working to explore reconciliation with my former spouse. I love my sons and she is a dead end for them, spiritually. A dark place in the light of Yahuah. She and I get along well, but that is as far as it goes. When I prayed privately to Yahuah to “end it” one Monday morning four years ago (?), He sent her to the lawyers office quickly and He had me given my divorce papers in four days.
Yahuah is Great!
Not much more on her, but I do want to explain my away time. Today I am back at my own place after a few weeks of consistently being at hers. I slept in my nine-year olds’ lower bunk, or sometimes the sofa. It was a blessed time for all, but in the total of it, she is still disrespectful to me and has no concept of worship or what worship means.
I left there yesterday in a sad place emotionally. An empty place. I did not know what to ask Yahuah, or how to feel. But it felt like the end of our relationship for good. An empty place in my soul. Regret, and grieving and fear.
But this morning I woke up.
I woke up alert and with vigor. My day has been energetic, with a sense of delight. I am experiencing a readiness for a woman who will be sent by Yahuah. I know His expectations and I pray to abide by His standards. He knows that I know what is expected.
I feel free now. I have done all and laid everything at the feet of Yahuah. My older children know that I have done all that I could do, and they will remember when they grow up that I did just that. When they are men and fathers, then their eyes will be opened and they will see that their father was truly faithful to them and to their mother.
I am liberated. My burdens are lifted. Laughter fills my heart and even in the face of our pending global madness, I know that Yahuah has His eyes on me. He sees me. He knows me and I know Him.
I hope you are close to Him. I hope you talk to Him daily and that you have the peace that comes only from Him. We need not fear the coming days. Yahuah will feed us. Do not compromise in order to eat. Do not take their injections. Those injections are designed to make you theirs. Some injections will kill, some injections will possess, some injections will fail.
The United States Federal government is working daily to slaughter you. They want to zombify and slaughter most of the planet. They are doing these things even as you read this. Money, power, influence, hate, human sacrifice and more – all are directed to exterminating us. Eventually, it is we who walk in the Way who will be specifically hunted down and executed.
I hope to get my licks in before they capture me. I will make it as difficult for them as Yahuah allows me to make it.
I wish I had some sun-shiney happy “all is good” prophecy for all of us, and certainly Salvation and Heaven is good, but we are definitely going to face the Goliath before we ascend into heaven.
As much as we all study the Words, I still cannot know when, in the seven-year timeline of the Tribulation era, our exit will take place. There are convincing arguments for pre-and mid-tribulation, and I personally lean toward mid-tribulation because in my opinion, we are already in the seven year period and have been for about one year.
Not that it matters.
What matters is that you are confident of your salvation and that you have people nearby whom you love. Love matters. Loving people who appreciate your love – that matters. Loving people who scoff at your love – that matters, too.
Just go about your lives, brothers and sisters. Love Yahusha, praise Yahuah, study His Words and abide in them. Forgive all who spurn you. Their fate is in the hands of Yahuah, and only He knows the ultimate end of those we currently consider lost. We have no control over whom Yahuah calls to Himself. He chooses whom He chooses.
Remember that when Yahuah was calling the Hebrews out of Egypt, they first were abused by Pharoah.
Therefore, go now and work. And straw will not be given to you; and a certain number of bricks you shall deliver.
Exo 5:19 And the overseers of the sons of Israel saw themselves in affliction, saying, You shall not diminish from your bricks, the matter of a day in its day.
Exo 5:20 And they met Moses and Aaron standing to meet them when they came from Pharaoh.
Exo 5:21 And they said to them, May Jehovah look on you and judge, you who have made our odor to stink in Pharaoh’s eyes and in the eyes of his servants, to give a sword in their hands to kill us.
Exo 5:22 And Moses returned to Jehovah and said, Lord, why have You done evil to this people? Why then have You sent me?
Exo 5:23 And since I came in to Pharaoh to speak in Your name, he has done evil to this people. And You did not certainly deliver your people.
And Yahuah replied:
Exo 6:1 And Jehovah said to Moses, Now you will see what I will do to Pharaoh. For he will send them away with a strong hand, yea, he will drive them out from his land with a strong hand.
Exo 6:2 And God spoke to Moses and said to him, I am Jehovah.
So Yahuah decides. He is perfect in all He does, and He cannot transgress because whatsoever He chooses is correct.
Exo 33:19 And He said, I will cause all My goodness to pass before your face. And I will call out the name of Jehovah before your face. And I will be gracious to whom I will be gracious, and I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy.
Be sure you remind Him that He chooses those to whom He extends His mercy. When all is said and done, we will find that we worried about things that we did not need to worry about. Death, physical death, is not a thing to be feared. Death is merely the transition moment when we are freed from our carbon-based self-healing human life machine to travel into heaven where we will be welcomed and celebrated.
Your arrival in heaven will be astounding to you. You will be changed already, and in your new form you will absorb every good thing that is in heaven, from the flowers and colors to the birds and singing waters and the choral magnificence of those who sing to fill the vaults of heaven with the glory of Yahuah.
You who walk in the Way have nothing to fear. Take comfort in the truth that Yahuah has His eyes on you and that He has nothing but good in mind for you. Regardless of what happens on this dying world, you will live forever in the eternal paradise. There is only good there. There is only peace there. You, beloved human, have lived in a world filled to overflowing with hatred and greed and malice. No more for you are the evils of Satan created in this world. You will never again read or see or hear of any wicked deed. You will live in peace in paradise with countless others, all who know you and who love you as their very own.
You will be one with Yahusha. Just you wait and see.
The image of the people looking up at God was created by an artificial intelligence (AI) program I was experimenting with. I required these variables: man, three boys, praying, gods’ throne.
It is interesting that the AI has my two oldest sons sitting correctly as they are very close to the exact same height, and my nine-year old (standing in the image to the left). Even the hair color is correct.